I was trying to figure out in few past nasty days, " Why is this so that nobody cares for me even when i need them the most? "
And the only best answer I could have ever come out with was, " I am missing MY LIFE , MY SOUL. "
( My cute li'l sis SAMMY , and my lovely brother, NANDU .)
The thoughts in my mind," Everybody is there, but nobody cares." , perhaps, could have added onto my obscure feelings but the timely realization made me stronger.
I remember my brother counting the number of times I'd been telling him the same feel ( that special feeling <3) in the most weirdest styles and a different style every time and how he used to say," mamma ye 10th baar bhi shuru ho gayi ."
It feels even worst when lonely,crying my heart out at late nights , I try to search for someone's care, what I just find is a dark milieu eating me up, leaving behind loneliness with tears.
And yes ,how can I forget those days when me and Sammy used to go to those silly hawkers to have the yummy golgappas. I miss them badly.
I know they will be with me eventually but I can't stop missing them anyway.
Inspired by : A WALK TO REMEMBER http://delusion-waves.blogspot.com/2010/05/angel-for-him.html
