MISSING MY LIFE

I was trying to figure out in few past nasty days, " Why is this so that nobody cares for me even when i need them the most? "
And the only best answer I could have ever come out with was, " I am missing MY LIFE , MY SOUL. "
( My cute li'l sis SAMMY , and my lovely brother, NANDU .)


The thoughts in my mind," Everybody is there, but nobody cares." , perhaps, could have added onto my obscure feelings but the timely realization made me stronger.

I remember my brother counting the number of times I'd been telling him the same feel ( that special feeling <3) in the most weirdest styles and a different style every time and how he used to say," mamma ye 10th baar bhi shuru ho gayi ."

It feels even worst when lonely,crying my heart out at late nights , I try to search for someone's care, what I  just find is a dark milieu eating me up, leaving behind loneliness with tears.

And yes ,how can I forget those days when me and Sammy used to go to those silly hawkers to have the yummy golgappas. I miss them badly.

I know they will be with me eventually but I can't stop missing them anyway.


Inspired by : A WALK TO REMEMBER  http://delusion-waves.blogspot.com/2010/05/angel-for-him.html

Mixed amateur emotions

 I'm waiting..
It's been very long..
Tears gradually finding the way out of my eyes..
Now he would not come....but he promised
And i'll wait.........


Hey, there's someone outside...
Is this he????
NO...
Can u hear it? There's a call..
Is this his?
NO...


There's nothing left but just a lost hope....
"He'll never ........"

No, not again..!! Someone is out there..
And I'm not bothered...
Must be another unwelcomed guest...

But no!!!!!!

It's the one I was waiting for so long..

Smile slowly capturing my tears..

He has come very close, embraced me and.....

"I am here to be with you forever, girl......

.......MARRY ME........"

Oh GOD!!!!! Take my life away...

....It could have never been better than this.....

10 RULES OF LOVE

1. Love unconditionally and never expect back.

2. love is all about expressing...thus the eyes and the silence say it all.try to understand it.

3. Be together because you want to not because you need to.

4. Allow your partner the space to be themselves.

5. Never let your ego come in the way.

6. Don't keep making the same mistake.

7. There's a special rule for girls: never show off your love.He knows that you love him but please stop telling him everytime and crying..this appears very boring and he'll not bother caring for you anymore.

8. Don't try to change them the way you want them to be..remember you loved them as they were..

9. If little things annoy you,say it with humour.

The most important one:
10. If you don't trust each other then you are not worth of being in a relationship.