I was trying to figure out in few past nasty days, " Why is this so that nobody cares for me even when i need them the most? "
And the only best answer I could have ever come out with was, " I am missing MY LIFE , MY SOUL. "
( My cute li'l sis SAMMY , and my lovely brother, NANDU .)
The thoughts in my mind," Everybody is there, but nobody cares." , perhaps, could have added onto my obscure feelings but the timely realization made me stronger.
I remember my brother counting the number of times I'd been telling him the same feel ( that special feeling <3) in the most weirdest styles and a different style every time and how he used to say," mamma ye 10th baar bhi shuru ho gayi ."
It feels even worst when lonely,crying my heart out at late nights , I try to search for someone's care, what I just find is a dark milieu eating me up, leaving behind loneliness with tears.
And yes ,how can I forget those days when me and Sammy used to go to those silly hawkers to have the yummy golgappas. I miss them badly.
I know they will be with me eventually but I can't stop missing them anyway.
Inspired by : A WALK TO REMEMBER http://delusion-waves.blogspot.com/2010/05/angel-for-him.html
6 comments:
Everyone some day some time, do miss his/her life, and its really important part of life, it really tells us..where we stand, what we are..how important are our close ones, without them life is so miserable...
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di missing u tooo.....
chal koi na hum sab past ko miss karte hain ...present mein enjoy nhin krte aur future humein pata nhin hota ......so enjoy present ...der was a tym when u wanted to to live alone .....at dat tym u were cursing dat tym......
ahemmm ahemmm......
feeling lonely huh..??
dont mess arnd writing dese posts just call me.. :p
@ Rahil:
yea right! that part happened may be to realize the importance of my closed ones :)
@ Avneesh:
oh bhai..kya likha hai tune ?? :D
waise i'm njoyin my future a lot..:P
@ Anirudh:
bow bow :P
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